AND HERE WE GO...

Um,

Hi?

Let me just start by saying this: I have NO IDEA what I'm doing.

I can remember envisioning the sort of life I had planned for myself back when I was young. 

• A loving husband
• 2-4 kids 
• 2-story, white brick home with a red door and  one of those tiny, black fences

I've never had a dream career for myself...I can do a lot of things, but after trying my hand in a number of ventures, I would drop it after people started to PAY me.

Crazy, right? I mean, people usually have jobs or start careers with the idea of making some sort of income. Duh.

The idea of someone PAYING me for something I've created just FREAKS ME THE HECK OUT. Then I start to fall out of love with whatever it is I was doing.

One thing has always been clear to me. My passion has always been motherhood. Until I had a child of my own, becoming a mom was all I aspired to do. Now that I have my beautiful daughter, I feel fulfilled.

So, I have no idea where I'm going or what I'm doing but let's just get this out in the open:

I am NOT nor will I EVER try to make myself appear perfect.

This space I've created will always be 100% authentic...no matter how hideous that might be. Motherhood ain't cute, y'all.

Let's do this...?